Standing Study

Took another trip into Paris for the weekend. I went to 3 museums....and found myself in quite a state. My heart was pounding out of my chest...and I would just break out in tears out of the blue. I had no idea standing in front of the actual paintings would have such an effect on the human soul. Now I know why they call them masters.

This week in class it has been much more intense...longer poses, more difficult angles. My hands are covered in paint....I smell of turp....and I am in heaven. The smell of oil paint lulls me into a state I can't describe in words. When I begin the day, I am present and aware of trying to see the shapes and spots of color.....but, after the first two breaks....I go into some magical space where it is as if something just moves the brush for me. All of the sudden I "wake up" and the day is done. And, Viola! another painting has birthed itself. Our teacher asks—when we are about to lay down a stroke—"Are you doing it for yourself, or, are you doing it for the painting? The painting will always tell you what it wants you to do. When in doubt...ask the painting. And listen."

Today I took a series of photos, one at each break...so I can share with you the making of today's painting. Each block of time is about 25 minutes. It is not yet finished. We are going to set it aside tomorrow....work on a different pose, then come back to it on Thursday, after it has had some time to dry. I'll try and post them today or tomorrow. Until then, I've added a few more pics from my visit to Paris, and one of the other student's birthday party.

Thanks, everyone, for keeping me such good company, cheering me on, making me laugh....letting me go on and on about myself (because that's so NOT LIKE ME!)

Sending you my heart...all the way from France.

written by  Lifeisjuicy on July 31, 2007 from Argenton-Chateau, France
from the travel blog: My Excellent French Adventure!
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I have been watching for your new post! YAY! You sound so great! What a wonderful process you are going through!The pictures are so great too! What a way to manifest your dreams Girl Friend!! YOU ROCK!!

You were missed very much tonight at WLS. Robyn did a great job - but Miss Kim's absence left a vacancy felt by many!!! We love you so much!!

Mike Dooley ROCKED my world! I think I'm a Mike Dooley groupie. I'm in love...:) Have many great insights to share when you return. You already know most of them - and are workin it!!! LOL!!! Hope you get to check your email for Notes from the Universe!!

Love you!!! (((((((hugs))))))))

written by  Kae on July 31, 2007

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Oh Kim, The painting is awesome!! I am so glad to hear that you were so touched by the Masters that they brought you to tears. I remember when I saw Georgia O'Keeffe's work in Santa Fe, I had the same reaction. I also seem to recall one of your art works brought me to tears. I guess your in good company. Karen

written by  Karen on August 1, 2007

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Kimmy Kay,
You always amaze me!!! your writing is so awesome. I love, love, love The painting........wow......you......funny and pretty of course!!

written by  kit Spellerberg on August 4, 2007

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Oh Kim, I love your work (although it seems more like joy and not work), it is absolutely beautiful! I love to see the progression of the painting because it just amazes me how it begins to come alive. The colors are gorgeous and the shading of all her muscles and everything is wonderful! I also love all the new photos, it makes you feel close and not so far away. I miss you tons and send you my love.

written by  Karmin on August 4, 2007

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Kimmy, I love each stage of this...and each one is its own masterpiece. This trip of yours rocks and so glad you are sharing it/you with us. P.S. You wore a beret...way to go Joni Mitchell.

written by  jennifer burcar on August 5, 2007

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