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all glory comes from daring to begin
every day, every night, every time
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i am a college coed studying in lille, france for five months. it took me 1480 french classes, seventeen documents, and nine years to get here but the wait was worth it. europe is my playground: i always was a fan of recess.
an italian escape
Florence
,
Italy
the tuscan hills
angela, me, and mallory eating some italian
all of us eating gelato. again.
the leaning tower of pisa
covered bridge in florence
the duomo, largest church in italy
europe is a place that seems to most people, a world away. the peoples, the culture, are things that we study, not experience. we keep them at an arms length. just close enough for us to grab but far enough for us to shoo away.
i have no doubt that i could live in europe one day. if it didn't break my family's hearts id probably move here and travel forever. no matter what you always feel as though you're missing something. one more country. one more city. one more language. our world is so rich and my life experiences seem so poor.
Florence
is a beautiful city. with it's small alleys jammed with buzzing mopeds, it felt as if i were stuck in a bee hive. but once you're above the city in the tuscan hills, you can't help but give into it. we ate pasta and gelato and shopped for junk. the italian language fell upon our french ears and suddenly we were transformed into tourists once again. famous works of art stood silently and unassuming scattered around the city, waiting to be discovered. it is a place that i never wanted to leave for the sole fact that i wasn't finished with it yet.
rome is next. let's see how it compares to the classic italian town tucked in the hills.
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on April 16, 2007
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a bit of home
Lille
,
France
rob and i at the bar
westminster abbey
eiffel tower twinkling at night
la cathedrale de notre dame
the family in front of the louvre
i'll be honest. it was nice to have my family here. it is so simple, or at least we believe it to be, to pretend to be completely independent in france. weak phone lines and bank accounts are the only things that connect us to home. we come here with a new sense of freedom, of yearning. pilgrim freedom. we're across the ocean, our past lives almost something forgotten. we're naive and risky and invincible. we have nothing to lose and everything to gain. there will most likely not be another time in our lives like this. it is a freedom that cannot be explained and perhaps, for it's own sake, it shouldn't be.
my family does vacations well. we've been on so many that we can fall effortlessly into our own predetermined patterns. i showed them my home, my life as best i could. it's hard to sum up three months of life in a few parks and pizza places. what could i possible show them that would explain how i felt on my very first day in
Lille
? how could i tell them about all the interesting people that i've met and then said goodbye to?
i was sad to see them leave but being alone again doesn't bother me. life is supposed to go on back home. family won't change but im supposed to.
written by
lepetiteprof
on March 19, 2007
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Lille
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France
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ive got dreams to remember
Lille
,
France
carolyn, jess, and i looking pretty for the gala
everyone at pirates celebrating myles' birthday
everyone enjoying a drink in the grand place
view down an alley of the chamber of commerce and bell tower
i had my first dream of home last night. it was summer and i was at the lake. the blue sky seamlessly blended with the smooth water while the sun shimmered down in waves of blistering heat. i could feel the wind and the waves and the warmth. i woke up alone in my cold room an ocean away and in those first waking moments, for the first time, i wished i wasn't there. the feeling fading as the day went on and was replaced with the daily happenings of my european life. but i still can't help but let my mind drift there every so often. long french lectures leave for endless daydreaming.
my family comes tomorrow. europe and de pere will clash in
Paris
. more dreams of home are sure to be result.
written by
lepetiteprof
on March 9, 2007
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Lille
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France
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nothing but trouble
Amsterdam
,
Netherlands
there are 6 bridges through there.
heineken factory.
nick and i
view of the canals from our boat tour.
canal houses and a boat.
european weather is tiresome. grey colored skies that let loose a flurry of fat rain drops. wicked winds that whip colorful sidwalk trash around your ankles. every day it's the same. wake up to rain, fall asleep to rain. it's a constant companion, a bother. sunny days the whole town emerges, sleepy and shaking their umbrellas dry. they squint at the sun in disbelief, close their shops, and walk in the park. never am i happier than when the sun in shining in
Lille
.
just got back from a few days trip to
Amsterdam
. carolyn and i, free from our feeble responsibilities in
Lille
, took a train north to the
Netherlands
to meet up with nick and kristi. to be honest, it was bizarre to see a familiar face in europe. there was no explaining what my house looked like back home or how our college library worked. it was easy and painless, so unlike most things in europe. needless to say, the weather didn't cooperate with us. it seemed as though god scooped up all the water from the canals and dropped it on our heads.
Amsterdam
was a dirty town. the rain and the mud made everything just melt together, the buildings, the people. sightseeing seemed like so much work, it was much more pleasant to sit in cafes, sip coffee, and watch the umbrellas and bikes outside. the red light district was all they make it out to be. i was impressed with the amount of security.
Amsterdam
might have it's prostitutes, but it has it's policemen too. we left feeling dirty and tired. there were warm beds and fresh baguettes in
Lille
. the train ride never seemed longer.
enjoying the rest of break in
Lille
. the family comes in a week!
a bien tot,
stephanie
written by
lepetiteprof
on February 25, 2007
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Netherlands
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birthday girl
Lille
,
France
me and the girls during our "babies of the eighties" party
my favorite aussie and i on my actual birthday
the novelty of europe has worn off and the homesickness is starting to settle in. it drifts into the creases of your thoughts, fine like dust and easily shooed away.
my birthday has come and gone. in the states there would have been streamers and flowers and iced cakes. here i clung to cards, messages, and a midterm exam. it was a day that most college kids count down to, eagerly anticipated and overly celebrated. in
France
it was just another day. bartenders laughed at our feeble american attempts and contributed the only thing they could, stronger drinks. to be honest, i just wanted to be home with my friends and family. however, i'd give up one hundred 21st birthdays so that i could be here. it's funny. im slowing realizing how much i am giving up. win and lose. give and take. it's all a game.
we're going on break soon. it will be nice to get out of
Lille
for a bit.
a bien tot,
stephanie
written by
lepetiteprof
on February 23, 2007
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london calling
London
,
United Kingdom
us girls in kensington park.
gates outside buckingham.
enjoying a pint or two.
parliament.
view from trefalgar square
big ben.
london was, in a word, lovely. our eyes were blinded and our tongues slowed by the english words, yet the pain was comfortable. fears were replaced with faith. no longer ashamed of our language, we were warmly accepted into londons welcoming embrace.
we took a ferry across the english channel. as we sat and drank strong coffee to avoid sea [channel] sickness, i thought of people trying to swim across it, trains chugging along underneath it, and us floating through it. in the churning water is all of europe. every country is mixed together in a foamy froth that pounded against our ship as if to say, where do you belong.
the tube took us everyone. the calm british voice reminded us to mind the gap at every stop and play posters yelled at us to buy tickets. we had 5 dollar cokes and 20 dollar fish and chips. the pound and the dollar need to make up. quick.
im going back. theres more to london than what the tube can take me to. and i aim to find that out.
written by
lepetiteprof
on February 11, 2007
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London
,
United Kingdom
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wish you were here
Paris
,
France
la tour eiffel
father and son in the tulleries
the louvre
us girls under the eiffel tower
the moulin rouge
arc de triomphe
there’s routine but no boredom. theres surprises but not anxiety. life in europe is different than at home where the monotony drains you and leaves you mind as weak as your smile. some say the french are lazy. it is their appreciation of life that we have trouble comprehending. wine and conversation seems like such frivolous things to place an importance on. especially when ones bank account is dwindling. but its all they know and all they care to know.
went to the
Lille
vs
Nantes
professional soccer game this weekend. reminded me of packer games with its drunken revelers and high school when i dated the captain of the soccer team.
best part of the weekend was going to
Paris
for the day. blue skies and temps in the 50s made it an even more enjoyable time. the eiffel tower was everything that they said it would be: large, brash, and cold. the french say it isn’t truly french but i couldn’t have picked a better symbol
by the end of the day it was nice to escape the filth of tourism that blankets the city and return home to
Lille
.
a bien tot
stephanie
written by
lepetiteprof
on February 6, 2007
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Paris
,
France
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better days
Lille
,
France
one side of my room.
my attic
ive spent two weeks here and i believe its safe to say although terribly cliché, that the worst is over. the first days are over and its difficult to recreate those emotions felt over again. needless to say life in
Lille
moved on and we had no choice but to follow.
the last two weeks were full of new friends, places and experiences. at times it seems as though the frustration is all youre capable of feeling. but ive come to realize that feeling helpless isn’t so bad. problems arise because the french aren’t willing to help. but thats the french and who am i to make them change?
we walk for miles and miles everyday. around every corner is something new to try to understand and master.
the people here dress in dark, somber colors and it matches their attitudes at times. perhaps that’s why most can figure out im american before i speak. i just ooze midwestern optimism.
we go bar hopping, grocery shopping and tango dancing. the young men shout vulgar comments once the sun goes down and i wonder how many of them i sit next to in class.
some days are easy. some are hard. but in the end, its all worth it and that’s important. best cure for homesickness i found? a big mac.
written by
lepetiteprof
on February 2, 2007
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Lille
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France
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plans
Lille
,
France
palais des beaux arts in lille
a street in vieux lille
view out of my window
la catho, my school
first week of classes is over. were starting to plan trips and settle in. the other girls only want to go home but I know that I belong here, doing this. this isn’t de pere. yes its different and yes its scary but its an experience that i plan on taking full advantage of. who knows when ill get to come here again.
the classes are not too frightening. understanding the professors isn’t too difficult and most are very understanding when it comes to helping us erasmus students. i have a lot of literature classes, all at 8am. but I love getting up early, eating my jam and toast, drink my bowl of café au lait, and walk in the dark to the catho. grab a 20 minute and your morning is set.
i notice certain things about the people that im bound to forget once i leave. little things that they probably don’t even know they’re doing. like how no french person will ever meet your eye when you walk past them or how hugging a friend hello is not acceptable. their fashion confounds me. browns and blacks and grays all mingle together and against the city would seem to most drab and boring. But theres something that is just so…i guess the term is je ne sais quoi. i never believed in its existence but its there. theyre so chic it hurts.
i do what I want now. no more feeling guilty and wondering if ill hurt peoples feelings or create drama. im more quiet. more slow. i think more and talk less. its nice. however i still have my booming american laugh that i can't seem to shake.
the drama continues at home. glad that couldn’t follow me across the ocean.
Lille
football game and
Paris
next weekend
a bien tot
stephanie
written by
lepetiteprof
on February 2, 2007
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Lille
,
France
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throwing in the towel
Lille
,
France
they always say its going to be one of the best semesters of your life. they warn you about culture shock and its affects. and they tell you to hide your money in three different places so you don't get robbed. but they can never truly tell you how it feels to be completely disconnected from everything you've ever known. to feel uncomfortable in your own skin. and then there's the complete and utter exhaustion.
as we sat on the steps of foyer international in the pouring rain ringing the doorbell, i felt the hilarity of the moment but couldn't even pretend to laugh. what could we do but ring that bell. it was our lifeline. someone, somewhere inside that building knew who we were.
it's now late at night. im alone in my room with my new scratchy sheets and lumpy pillow. i have no electrical plugs, no food, and no patience for my new life in
Lille
. i want my house, a burrito, and the 24 hour festival foods.
i'm imagining that eventually living here you reach a point where you give up. you give up all the ties that bound you to your comfort zone and begin to latch onto new things. except currently i have nothing to latch onto. i think i'll go find carolyn. maybe she can't sleep either.
a bien tot
stephanie
written by
lepetiteprof
on January 10, 2007
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Lille
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France
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