Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!! AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!

That's quite allright, girlie... i'm busy too... oh my god, I thought I
might shoot myself in the head this week. I am not nearly
as busy as I used to be in New York, but everything here is just
chaotic. Dogsitting, people visiting, work, phone,
new york this, new york that bills bills bills needs needs needs
driving back and forth guam-home,
guam-home nopooooo sleeeeeeeep, strange noises, low flying hellicopters,
friend crisis here sister crisis there lost set of keys!
broken shoes, broken sandals, broken brain, stresssssssssssssssss
money, school, residency, jury duty notices email postal service help S.O.S. Mel down!, mailboxes... bending hahaha ... bed, pillow, please...

I..........can't............wait..............to...............have.................
things......................under.....................control.......................
in.................order.....................caught
up................................I can't wait to have the money...
to pay my bills... to afford tuition...to get out of debt...
to buy some shoes... I can't wait until I don't have to worry anymore.
I used to be busy... now i'm just stressed out...

I don't know where that came from...
I have to go to work soon... and it's all good. MY head is just... full... sorry for the rant... I am going to find the
highest place around here tonight and just scream at the top of my lungs... ohmygodIcan'twait...

i'll update on the real life next time i'm on... i'm glad Peurto Rico
was awesome... yess, definately tell me about it when you have
the chance... Visit with Dad and Liz was great, Elly is coming this
week end, Pepper and Tannaz next week... It's so crazy... I don't
know how i'm going to do it, but it's going to be great when it happens... Hope all is well, looking forward to updates...
take care of your self, and I miss you!

Love, Mel

written by

snookyferrit on March 31, 2009 from Rockledge, United States

from the travel blog: Mel and Kae's Craaaaaaazzzzy Blog

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