Thoughts in a train stations

I'm sitting Ina train station eight now. It's been about 40minutes already and I have about another 50 to go. I'm in that limbo phase between Nice, France and Pisa, Italy. When this happens to me I end up just sitting and writing down things I want to do in life and the biggest question on my mind is, ami going to travel indefinitely after my great 8month excursion or do I want to come back and settle in one of these places ive been? I keep telling myself I can do both and I think the problem I'm having is the fact I feel like a tourist at the moment. I'm more of a traveler i you know what I mean. THIS IS LIFE but i want to slow it way way way down, live in Spain for a few months, learn Spanish, go to Nice, get a job on a yacht in Monaco, then vacation in Greece a while then when the winter months come around I could go snowboarding in the alps. Then after all that western Europe excitement I could check out some eastern Europe countries or check out some attractive people in Scotland. Hahaha, I hear theyre good looking there ;)
Like I said, I'm in travel limbo and I'm Linda missing Nice, France already. It definitely wasn't time to leave. I guess that's what happens when youve precooked your outbound ticket.
Hmmm, yeah.
Since I've already been on the road going on week 4 now, spent some good time in London, Madrid, Barcelona, Nice and now Pisa, I've already noticed some big culture differences.