Yeah

How am I going to get it?

Whenever I do, I falsely ascend.

And the same things repeat again.

I am afraid of the same things happening with John happening with Aaron.

I can't have that happen again.

That's what rising up out of the fear based patterning means.

What am I going to do in the meantime.

Get ready.

I'm sick of looking at the details, I'm sick of looking, quite frankly. My ancestry is sick of looking.

Why is it always me that sees?

How is it I am supposed to be bringing more light into my life when I feel like what I am looking for is buried in the darkness.

I can understand now the balance.

I can understand what I came here to do.

written by  napulelehuameae on March 9, 2008 from Eugene, United States
from the travel blog: My Life
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