i got to hear your voice again!

I'm really happy that we got to talk on the phone the other night too. It was wonderful to hear your voice again...I think laughing with you was my favorite part though. I've missed your laugh.

So, there are a couple of things I wanted to say in response to your last entry. First of all, I did see the pre-Kelly entry you left responding to my other entry...if that makes any sense...but I wanted to say thank you. It's the most reassuring thing you could have written to me. I don't know what the future has in store for us in terms of 'us', but I'm so happy that we've been able to help ourselves get to where we are now as individuals. I love you.

Secondly, no worries about being quiet when you first picked up the phone. With everything that you've been through the past couple of months, I think I would have been shocked if you sounded freakishly perky. Also, don't worry about sounding too affectionate...what you said was honest and I appreciate that...you also gave me warning, and I would definitely have told you to stop if it was too much.

Soo, yes...I'm so glad I got to talk to you, although I wish it had been under happier circumstances. How is Kelly doing? I assume nothing big has happened or you would have written...I hope she's doing okay.

As far as new things here go, I kind of shot myself in the foot with schoolwork...guess who has a 2,000 word research proposal due on Tuesday that she didn't even remember she had to do until Thursday? Yep...this has been my first weekend staying in Dunedin since I got here. It's not that bad though...although I'd rather be relaxing, it is kind of nice to sleep in a bed and not live out of a backpack for a couple of days. Speaking of backpacks, spring break (or, fall break I guess for Kiwis) is coming up soon. My friends and I are flying to Tasmania and backpacking there for a few days...then we're flying to Australia to see the Great Barrier Reef. I'm so excited! We have to figure out where we're staying though because lord knows we have no idea what's in Tasmania, lol. Also, right before break, Hannah is coming down to visit me from Auckland for a few days. It will be really wonderful to see her...I heard she cut her hair really short!

Okay, so now I have something a bit difficult to tell you, which sucks because the last thing I want to do is give you one more thing to deal with on your plate. I know you said you don't need to know anymore when I see people...at least not until June...and I don't want to force you to think about it. I just wanted to warn you that there are some pictures up on facebook of me looking couply with a boy...I just didn't want you to find out from facebook. Part of me wants to apologize profusely to you...the other part knows I shouldn't feel the need to. I just thought it would be cruel not to warn you.

On that very conflicted note, I should probably start working on my research proposal. I love you, I miss you terribly, and I'm so glad we got to talk the other day. Take care of yourself and I'll talk to you soon.

~Kae

written by  snookyferrit on April 6, 2008 from Dunedin, New Zealand
from the travel blog: Mel and Kae's Craaaaaaazzzzy Blog
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