Meg god - Blogabond

Yay- meg let me borrow her computer. So, I know I left some texts on yahoo, I just wanted to say a thing or two. 1) i'm okay with being geographically retarted..no, just kidding.. 1) thank you so much for calling me last night.. i'm not sure if I said this to you, but I needed you, I just wasn't expecting to hear from you.. I've been doing so well these past couple of months, but this thing was like the ball I couldn't hit and your call just gave me the reboost I needed. thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you. When I visit her today, i'll send your love. 2) this blog is so weird (but good)- I just wanted to make sure that you knew I did respond to your last entry- I didn't ignore it. Not that you even mentioned it- i made the other entry quickly after that, I just wanted to make sure that you knew that your stuff didn't go unnoticed. aaaaaanyway.. 3) I'm sorry that I was so quiet when I first picked up the phone, and i'm sorry if I sounded un-enthusiastic.. I wasn't, I was just in total shock- I was on the verge of tears before you called, running through the events of the night- and when I looked down and saw the area code, I thought naah, couldn't be.. but when you spoke from the other end, I couldn't speak.. I could barely breathe, I was so shocked. 4) I'm sorry if I was too affectionate- it's just that, after all this, I promised myself I would not hold back the way I feel anymore.. if i'm happy, im gonna' be happy.. If i feel love, im going to express love.. If I miss you, i'm not going to be shy about it anymore.. So if there is ever a moment of discomfort, just let me know. 5) next time we talk on the phone, we have to talk more about your life, lol. I want to hear more of these crazy, wonderful stories.

I'll post again as soon as I can after word of kelly's diagnosis. It might not be for a couple of days, and dependant on the computer situation, maybe not until the weekend or so. But when I can, I will..

p.s. Elly and I have been making revisions to the goodnight spiel.. latest revision.. god's light, lead pipes- hash in the after life- I dub thee joleen, buttercups are yellow.

Love you, beautiful.

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snookyferrit on March 31, 2008 from Smithtown, United States

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