communication and em's visit

Hey you...I feel kind of bad for writing the last entry, but I'm also happy that my feelings are out there. I do want you to be able to talk to me about things...that's what friends do...and you should be out looking for new things, new loves...but perhaps I'm not as ready to be open as you...? I realize that it's not easy for you to hear me to talk about Dimo, and to a certain degree, I think this knowledge has kept me from from giving you too many emotionally-loaded details...perhaps I am wrong in assuming this is what I should be doing...I suppose what I'm trying to say is that I am not ready to hear about you loving someone else and would appreciate it if you steered the conversation away from such things for a bit longer. I will try to do the same if you're not ready to hear about Dimo, and please let me know if I've been making you uncomfortable or disclosing too much. Most of all, I appreciate the fact that we can share these feelings with each other and try to improve things. :)

So, Em and I had a fun-filled weekend...I picked her up Friday night at Penn Station and we met up with Julia and got thai food...Saturday I took a practice GRE and then Em and I explored the backroads of Bronxville on foot for awhile...it was a beautiful 50 degree day, so we wanted to be outside as much as possible. On Sunday, we went into the city early and got rush tickets for Chicago...we were the first ones in line and only had to pay $30, which was awesome. Then we strolled through Central Park and SoHo and had lunch and this bizarre diner just outside Chinatown...i swear, everyone working there was on crack. Then we walked down Houston to the village and St. Mark's place, and eventually ended up in Union Square...it was Em's first time in the city, so I wanted her to see as much as possible. Then we took the subway to Times Square and saw Chicago, which was awesome...I had forgotten how much I love that musical...all the leads had amazing voices and were awesome dancers...they did cartwheels in heels! It was a very fun weekend...I'm glad that I finally recovered so that she could come.

Any luck on the job search? And good for you for staying away from John...he seems a bit sketchy. Have you seen that artsy boy since last time when you were jogging? I think you should go up to him and say hi even if you think you're sweaty...if he's cool, he won't care.

Well, I better go to sleep coz I have class in 6 hours...ew. Hopefully I'll get to write more soon. Take care and keep trying!

Love,
Kae

P.S. HAHAHA, oh, the bear story...I have never had anyone grip my arm that tightly since.

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snookyferrit on March 10, 2009 from Bronxville, United States

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