Mel and Kae's Craaaaaaazzzzy Blog

I'll be checking my mail. I've been thinking about getting a tat as well. I really want to get one on my arm though, but want the color of my scars to fade. I don't know if I mentioned it to you yet, but i've been using mederma to reduce the size and visibility of my scars.. it costs me 18 dollars a bottle, and I can go through one easily in a week or two, but i'm hoping to be able to wear t-shirts again by next summer. The crazy girl in me says get the tat, the one worried about your financial situation says be careful. Is there any other way of making funds?

As far as settling into my place.. I feel like i've just reached a healthy, happy place- and i've done it on my own. I want to stay that person for good, and am looking forward to more time to work on that before you get back. we're going to have a lot of catching up to do, and since it is unpredictable the way things will be, I want to be sure that I can handle anything. I want to be my own safety net in case of falling. I am so looking forward to seeing your smile, hearing your laugh, and feeling your hugs again. I miss you more than I even realize sometimes. Like right now, I have a lump in my throat.

Things were getting kind of crazy with mike. I will explain when I have more time. There is actually a lot to fill you in on about everything in life. Random thoughts and memories come to mind when I write to you on here, but there's just too much. I'll have to tell you a little bit at a time, i think- and probably over a long period of time. I'll still be filling you in, I think, even months after you're back. But anyway, I am happy and relieved that meg is back with chris. He is good for her, and I think good to have around.

Whaaa? You tried to pull off an amanda palmer with long blonde hair?? gotta' love it. I can't believe it's winter there already? BE careful if you do go mounting climbing- I do want to see you again- preferably in one piece.

I decided to pay for school on my credit card. I need to sign up for next semester soon, and am receiving no help from anywhere so.. I have enough money on it and have a low interest rate because of student banking. I want my grades too, damn it. lol

I have to head out to the verizon store now because my cellphone battery pooped out on me. RIP. So I gotta' go, but I love you too snook. KIT with me, let me know when you won't have a computer anymore. talk to you soon x

Mel