*hugs from ny* - Blogabond

You did a lot more than either of us knew.. I don't have a lot of time right now, I just wanted to let you know that. It just took a while for everything you did to take effect.. but you did for me something amazing.. without you, maybe it wouldn't have happened. At this point, i'll never know. I just hope that one day I can repay you. Any guilt I feel, you must realize, is long deserved. I don't think I was completely at fault for everything that went on either.. and in some ways, you're right, neither of us were. I just know that we each had our own reasons to feel the way we did. Now I know that in order to share a life, you must be prepared to share it all- I couldn't protect you by tucking everything hard and painful down- because it still came out, and it came out harshly. I don't expect you to forgive and forget. Believe me, in my heart I support the way you feel. It is valid, and real and true- and you deserve your feelings. You deserve the world just for being who you are, and I want you to be happy. You're the most beautiful person i've ever met, inside and out- and I hope that you find the peace that is long overdue to you. I miss you like crazy- and I love you even more. thank you for the support you've given me. Night, sleep tight angel

-Mel

P.s. Is your ESPN on? because we keep loggin on, on the same day. haaah..

I'm glad you got the easter texts, btw, I was afraid your spam box would steal and delete them

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snookyferrit on March 27, 2008 from Smithtown, United States

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