I wonder what it would be like if I told him, I wonder if it would change anything, Hell, I wonder if it would have changed ANYTHING that all the time he talked to me, I cried, so much but hid it from him, I wonder...reallly, how much things would be different if I were not so afraid to show those types of emotions, when they are happening, as opposed to say... like right now???? hahahaha

I remember spending so much time with Nick, and then, things were never said and then well, damn....do I have experience in THAT!!!!

Maybe I will tell my momther (hahahahaha....oh wonderful typing fingers....) after I said the package, and then I will know more if that path is right for me....I just don't want that stuck feeling, I want to go really, but I don't want to feel stuck....

I think, it is finally time....to watch....the video....and try and not be overwhelmed...to much.....reallly....now....I think....I mean.....I ... hope ..... .. I ... .. . can... . ... hah.....han.....dle....... it ~~~~~~~~~~~~

written by  napulelehuameae on October 12, 2008 from Eugene, United States
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whew...what an experience....

beyond words......

my heart hurts too much......

written by  napulelehuameae on October 12, 2008

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it may be ....

poem time.....

written by  napulelehuameae on October 12, 2008

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